It is almost 9 a.m. and I sit here without any sleep. I decided to Google, young widows, early this morning. I came across a forum for those who have lost their significant other at a young age. I started reading the post and got caught up in everyone's responses. I quickly made myself a profile and started chatting away. I replied on 8 post so far. I am sure once I get some sleep, I will be back to the board.
Who would of thought at age 33, I would be searching for a widow site? It became very surreal to me. However, I am lucky to have such support. There are quite a few widows/widowers out there that are young and looking for others to discuss their feelings with. I look forward to learning their story and whatever feedback they may have on certain situations or feelings that arrive during the aftermath of death of a significant other.
It is hard to talk about my feelings with friends and family. Besides my grandfather, the others do not understand how it truly feels to lose the love of your life. It is very different than a break-up, which most people compare it to. Well, it is time to go to sleepyland. My eyes can't focus on the screen. Just wanted to jot down my thoughts real quick!
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